wow i'm fucking back. 13 JANUARY 2015. time is running so fast isn't it? i have passed almost 1 year when i give my fucking efforts on university test.and here i am in purwokerti central java jenderal sodirman university faculty of agriculture major? agrotechnology.that is sad that i cannot get into engineering school like i hope to be.side of myself right now still dissapointed. but life still goes on. human cannot design his own future. even it's all well prepared. that's always something that would happen beyond our expectation and change all of our first plan. and you feel really lost that you can even figure it out what you want next. as time flows by, the path of your life is unraveling itself. now that i have a girlfriend again, but she iswayolder than me. now she's on her 7 semester while im still the fresman, isn't that insane???
now that i'm not feelinf too lonely anymore. BUT I BREAK MY PROMISE TO GOD. i don't know what will happen to me next? im not hoping that everything will be allright and also im not hoping that everything will be bad neither. sometimes. i think that the idea of haveing girlfriend is wrong and somtime i cannot let her go. even shes not that pretty. why????
she is so kind to me, and she loves me anyway. my romantic journey is kinda boring. but i try to make these real tight. like an adventure ya know haha.
agrotechnology is suck, i hate plant, i hate farmer. but i have to do this, i don't have any options. i will finish this fucking school in maybe 3.5years. after get a degree i will go to my net level in post-graduates overseas. going to europe or some amazing places reasons for continuing my education sound like a great idea.
