really sorry for the bad language above hha. now actually on 13 may 2013. i've absolutely changed, yes i'm a changed man. i've learnt lot of life through God, i believe in HIM.i know He's looking at me, and keep me safe and always admonish me, he cared about me, about my life. even i've ever forgot him and abandoned him behind me. but He always Looking at me. now i know indeed he's definitely looking at me. i believe in Him. i'm nothing without HIM. i can do all things, but God do all things. nothing is impossible for one who believes in HIM. God please forgive my sins, i know i'm sttupid, i know i'm not perfect, please make my dream come true. because i believe in You.